After several times of dropping....
Dental stick!


Exams is coming soon!
Sigh.
How how how ?!

Sent my handphone for repair.
Getting it back next week.
There goes my 150bucks.
Tsk.

Doing something for bei tml,
together with the help
from Joleen!
:D:D:D:D:D

Went to watch Wall-E yesterday.
& please, go & watch it!
ITS SO FREAKING CUTE LA.
EVVVVVE~~~~~~~ :DDDDD
The story line is nice too.
I teared a lil again. -_-
Every show i also got wept a bit.
Only for DeathRace, i didnt. :D
Met Siree, Mark& Syamil in town after that.
Went down Bugis & met up with the rest.
I had AlmondMilkShake from Rockery again.
Its a heavenly drink. :D
Finally, took a bus home with bei.
I rarely take bus with him yea? -_-

Gonna have a class chalet soon.
& im so lookng forward.
:D
BOOTY DANCE AYE?
Hehs.

Last day of 7th month!
Although SD have been sharing a lot
of those stories together,
& i've smelt a lot of things too,
it doesnt affect me.
& a month of sharing earth with
"good brothers" has ended! :DDD
HOORAY~
Can go & swim liao.

18Sep is coming.
I'll never forget
this date,
this girl,
her smile.

Bye.

I'm PARANOID!


argggggh

I finally went to send my phone
for repair today!
With the company of Joleen, Siree, Kelly & Amber!
:DDDDDD
& it cost me fcuking $150 for the screen.
Looking for job desperately now.
Have lobang from Jo & Kelly.
Guess i'll start to work very soon after exams.
Slack the whole afternoon in town.
Walking around, window shopping is a torture..
Went home with Siree, & we laughed
till we both teared. -__-
& met 2 really sot kia on the MRT.
They're really really sot...

Moneh is everything.

Quarreled with bei just now.
& i'm fine now.
I still love you as much as ever baby.
Just treat me a few times of ajisen,
& you'll be forgiven fully! Heh. :x

Back to Moneh is everything.
Moneh is money, money is moneh.
But i like to call it as " Moneh"
Well, i have loads of things to buy& pay.

1. Repairing fees
2. Baby's birthday
3. New specs
4. New cloth for cuzzy's wedding

Theres more,
but i think i will take sometime to list
every single thing down.
Basically, the first two is the most wanted.
So prolly if i cant find any job,
i might go & rob POSB. :((((
Or DBS.
They combined company anyway? :D

I've decided.
I'll eat less,
eat cheaper,
not gonna take any cab anymore,
spend my moneh WISELY!
If you peeps have any great savings deals,
dont mind letting me know? :D

Alright, exams coming.
Got to pull up my socks,
although i dont wear any. :xx

BYE.



To BillGates:

Can you be my God-Papa?

Under-tongue ulcers is killing me.
They're seducing sores to grow in my throat.
Simple term, sore-throat.

I cant eat.
I cant drink.
I cant speak.
It hurts.
:(

Bye.

Act-cute only
Siree's new addiction. :D


I'm Camera shy! :DDDD .
.
.
.

Hello, Miru here!
Guess this is which part of mine?

Do i look like a seal?
STOP tickling me

I'm learning how to type


I wouldnt let go~~
No, NEVER
My paws

I'm just trying to reach for something
I've strong hind legs


I think i can reach it


Spare me some food?


Miru is growing fatter& fatter everyday!
:DDDD
He is gonna be 3months old on 23rdAugust.
:DDDD
I love Miru.
:DDDD
Without those bitings please.

Went over to bei's place.
Was freaking tired.
I dont like talkative cab-drivers nowadays.
For example, today.
I told him, i wanna go by CTE then PIE.
He keep asking me try ECP then KPE.
Kanasai.
Then i told him that KPE way cost me $19,
while CTE only $16.
Then he went rattling on& on.
Said that CTE will have slow traffic in that
timing, cannot go by that way.
True enough, its kinda slow.
Then he say " See, i told you".
_|_ Then i say" Uncle, i like this way".
He shut up.
Weirdo.

I just slept whole day at bei's place.
I'm that tired i tell you.
So didnt went to catch Death Race.
Heng ar! :x

Going town tomorrow to repair my
pathetic half-screen phone. :(
Then prolly watch Death Race after that.
I wanna watch MeetDave, 12Lotus, WALL-E!
Waaaaaaaaaall-eeeeeeeeeee~~~~~

I'm sleepy.
Exams are coming.
I NEED MORE GINKO PILLS!

bye.

我的痛像把刀
血在流看得到
你却在 她怀抱 微笑

Just being random.
Felt that this sentence had a very
sourish feeling.
A sentence from 眼泪知道 by 温岚.
I love this song.

I wanna sing.
Party-world..
K-Box...
NOT ENOUGH!
I wanna sing to everybody.
( Its impossible, i know i know.)
Anybody going this 2 places soon,
inform me okay?
I'll be glad to accompany you. :)

Tend the "Nestle" cart-shop today.
Because of my CCA?
Entrepreneurship club.
Sound chim?
But its just mixing drinks& cooking cupcorns.
Yea, ofcause not. :D
Its about business~~~~~~~~
Sold a lot of cupcorns today,
ate a lot too,
while cooking. :x
Sigh, tiring work.

Exams is coming!!
AAAAAAAAHHHHH.
I'm afraid i cant cope with my BFD.
My pea-size brain can't take it.
I got to ask papa to buy
more ginko pills for me.
Good for memory aye? :DD

Miru is beside me,
biting on the cloth he just found.
He bite almost whatever
cloth he find.
Kept running here& there today.
Dont know whats wrong with him.
Too much snacks maybe.
& HAHA.
I haven got my phone repaired.
I'm so getting used to it looking at only
half of the screen.
Only my friends will be suffering!!
Heh.
Cause they gotto spacebar spacebar spacebar
the msg they gonna send to me,
in order for me to see.
Thanks peeps!!! :D

Miss beibei loads. :)
Careful when swimming tomorrow.
& i wanna you to be late. :x
You should know why~~~~~

Yawns.

BYE!

I went church today!
WOOH~
Dontknow for how long,
ever since i went church.
3-4 months? Yes.
Jie was driving today,
so lobang together luh.
If shes not driving,
im not going. :x
Saw someone i doesnt want to see at all.
She/He is the FIRST PERSON i saw in church.
Stab me please.....
Sibei sway,
but alright la,
i manage to forget the face very fast. :D

Went Vivo with Daddy,Mummy,Jie& Liang-ge.
Daddy dote Miru A LOT can?
We went PetSafari,
then daddy was like picking a lot of toys
for Miru.
He knows Miru loves those type of toys
that can squeak,
then daddy was there,choosing& pressing every toy to hear
them squeak. -_-
Then bought snacks for Miru too.
Hes a lucky ass man!

Baby went out with his friends today.
Left me alone at home. :(
Eat SeoulGarden also got 2nd round.
Silly beibei. :)

Sigh, tomorrow school again.
Alright alright...
I LOVE SCHOOL.
I LOVE SCHOOL.
I LOVE SCHOOL.
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
DONT YOU?
_|_

I'm tired today.
Gonna sleep early tonight!
I'm so becoming like Po.

SEEYAAAAAAA!

HEllO!
Woosh!
I went to school EVERYDAY this week.
Clapclaps! :D

Went to fetch daddy yesterday,
went ChangiTerminal3. Nothing much there seriously.
Ate popeye without fail. I hate the bread...
Daddy gained weight! HAHA.
& ofcause, he bought loads of things for us!
:DDD He bought a seal for me& jiejie.
Those olden days "Chop".
& the chop is my chinese name.
TANGSUTING!
Its pretty.
Too bad, my handphone is spoilt!
If not i'll sure gonna post it up.
:((((( fcuking phone.

School was fun today.
I was a lil' lil' late for OFA.
Alamelu didnt scold.
Think she hack care already. :x
Went home together with Kelly.
Actually suppose to go threading with Siree,
but we were late. :/
SORRY HENGHENG!
Met the rest at FarEastPlaza.
Walked around, slack, talk-cock at McDonald's.
I laughed a lot recently,
cried,
anger too.
I love you guys!
I really laughed a lot.
:DDDDDDDD
Played truthORdare beside Takashimaya.
-__- what a place. But nearer compared to
ISTANA.
Was so so so so fun.
Syamil, come to mama~ :xxxxxxx

Beibei is sick again. :(
Gonna bring him cough syrup.
I have the best cough syrup!
From EUTONGSEN!
Lovey you beibei.

Goodnights Beibei.
Goodnights Miru.
Goodnights Siree.
Goodnights Mark.
Goodnights Fadzly.
Goodnights Syamil.
Goodnight Emil.
Goodnights Eza.
Goodnights Kelly.
Goodnights Kolrence.

BYE!

是我愈来愈像你

还是隐形了自已小心翼翼你的语气

配合你的表情我的好胜心为你舍弃

以为这就是爱情直到自已没空气

才发现不能再继续我不愿意

再为了讨你的欢喜别让我的心

像是上紧发条的节拍器我的呼吸

慢慢跟不上节拍器最初的设定

我们交叉在不同频率

归零

是我愈来愈像你

还是隐形了自已

小心翼翼你的语气

配合你的表情我的好胜心为你舍弃

以为这就是爱情直到自已没空气

才发现不能再继续我不愿意

再为了讨你的欢喜别让我的心

像是上紧发条的节拍器我的呼吸

慢慢跟不上节拍器最初的设定

我们交叉在不同频率

放弃时间把我们一起囚禁快乐伤心

还要多少世纪才能停止寻觅不再演你爱的自已

妥协了语气 节拍器在细数我的哭泣可不可以

不用再等着你靠近我可以安静

聆听时间倒转的旋律

暂停


I love this song loads.
Everything is alright peeps.
No worries about me yea?
:)
Hirman told me that,
i'm the only one in the De-bar list.
He say he will help me to
talk to the principal about me.
Sigh.
Please pray hard for me. :(
& yea, thats why i cried in school.
But i'm alright now!
As long as i attend school everyday,
& be a good student,
i'll be alright man!

Miru is getting more& more NAUGHTY!
HE BITE ME,
HARD ENOUGH TO TEAR MY SKIN.
But i love him still.

Nights Miru,
Nights BeiBei,
Nights Peeps.

Daddy is coming back later!!!
:)

Not a single salty tear
Not a feeling in my chest
Baby i feel no stress

Im too fly to to be depressed

Alright.
The few sentences above..
is bullshet to me.

If im still not going to school,
im really gonna be De-bar from
examinations.
Well, im stress.
Stress about my attendance,
stress about the role-play,
stress about baby, you..

Ever since that day,
not long ago,
i've been thinking that,
am i the best for you?
Well, ofcause i want the best for you.
But am i?

Shocking.

This word have been revolving in my
mind ever since that day.

I tried to be confident enough,
but i just keep failing.
I just think that,
i've lost myself.
I'm not as loud spoken as before,
i'm not as hot-tempered as before.
With talking-out-loud, plus my
crazy anger last time,
i guess i'll have my confidence..

I'm feeling sourish, breathless..
I'm afraid you might walk
out of my life one day.
Your friends may say something,
your relatives maybe...
If you have chosen the right choice
one day,
I'll let go..

Maybe,
me,
will never be assured,
will never feel secure enough.

Yes, no doubts that i'm still brooding
over things that you've done before.
I tried so hard not to think about it,
just let it be...
Cant..
I still loves you as much.
But i would want the best for you.
If you still prefer your past,
then yea..
I cant bear to leave you ofcause...

I've been feeling paranoid,
i never stopped.
Sometimes i would really just wanna cry.
Cry for?
Cause i hate the paranoid feeling.
I'll go checking& checking everday, everytime.
I dontknow which thing you've said will be the truth.
All truth?
or
All lies?
You've lied to me,
i've forgiven you,
yet i'm not getting over it.

Its just like a cycle,
Lies -> Paranoid -> Upset -> Trust again -> Lies -> Paranoid -> Upset
I'm afraid of this,
afraid of that.
Afraid that my whining& nagging will
irritate you.
& you'll get angry.
I doesnt like you to be angry with me.
I dontknow what to do,
so lost.
I just wanna whine abit,
let out my emotion,
i'll feel better...
Here i am,
blasting out in blog.

I FEEL LIKE CRYING SO HARD NOW.

I'm tired,
mentally.
Let me be the past me,
or maybe,
its long drown deep inside myself........

Its 2am now.
LET ME BLAST NOW!
Let me be a day of myself,
I WANNA BLAST ANY PEOPLE NOW.
Anyone? :)
SHOCKING?
shit you.
fcuk you.
kaninabei
chaocheebye.
honggan hor kou gan.
You say me, look at yourself.
_|_
FUCKYOU JERK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Nights...

Steps that Miru use to get underneath the cardboard.
Starting step1 from the top left-top right-bottom left-bottom right.

Fire-works

Girl blocking my view.
So i..........
"Book" this seat
Before the fireworks smoke invades
After invasion.
Xtreme Bungee!


Kelly sheltering the cake
Syamil, Fadzly, Mark
Muffins by Umairah to Fadzly
Birthday bashing time!

Fadzly& Umairah, with an extra who came out this idea
Mark
Syamil thinks this is cooool
Syamil

Sisha

Siree testing bike



I had a wonder-wonderful weekend.
Starting from NationalDay.
Went to watch JourneyToTheCentreOfTheEarth
with beibei in the afternoon.
Not bad thou, exciting!
Kiss goodbye with bei, & went ClarkQuay to meet Kelly.
We dine in at PepperLunch.
& hello? it have been the dontknow how many
months since i've ever eaten PepperLunch.
Slacked & walked around ClarkQuay aimlessly.
Found a veryvery good spot just infront the
Xtreme Bungee thingy.
Actually wanna walk to catch the fireworks,
but i dont think we could get there just in time.
So decided just to stay put& drool.
Suddenly, infront of us not very far, got fireworks!
:D:D:D:D:D:D & its a very comfortable spot.
No need to bua with bangalas or mangalis.
HehHeh.
Only theres this girl who blocked my view,
but she left awhile later.
The thick smoke really damn jialat,
it covers the whole clarkquay alright?
Waliu.

Sunday,
is Fadzly birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FADZLY!
Celebrated in BotanicalGardens.
You may think its funny celebrating there.
But let me tell you, its awesome there.
No mosquito-sucking-blood, greeny grass,
no air-pollution, shady, windy, nicey!
Umairah hand-made muffins is fantastics!
Teach me!! :))
Played games there, organised by Umairah.
& got a forfeit cause of SYAMIL that alien.
18... 18... :x
The forfeit was,
together with the 3bastards in my class,
they got to perform pole dancing,
while IM THE POLE.
Clapclaps.
Dancing first was Syamil, then followby Mark then Fadzly.
*Faint*

Left at 7+ & headed down to Bugis
to meet up Heng ar Heng.
Went Sisha after that.
It wasnt that nice at all.
Caught the last train, & make our way to
Heng ar Heng's house the nearby the McDonald's.
We spent our whole night there.
Can you imagine? We actually talk-cock from
1am-6am.
But its really a nice night, we shared a lot of things
among ourselves.

Reached home at 7am.
Then poor Miru wants me to play with him.
So in the end, i only slept at 8am. -'-
& got woke up at 1pm by SEAHBEIBEI.
I'm so becoming KungfuPanda very soon.
& here i'm blogging at this time now.
-__-
Went to watch Love Guru with bei today.
The show was funny, & yes, indeed a
NC16 show.
Why do i say so?
Go watch yourself la & you'll know. :)

Will there be Role-Play tomorrow?
I hope not,
we haven get our scripts ready.
Dont be sooo cruel on us. :(
Have merrrrcy~~~~

BYE!