a d e s y t a n g: July 2009

Wednesday, July 29

Thump thump thump

My heart raced,

when I see your reflection.

So near yet so far.

Forget it Adeline

游不出会回忆

却也学不会放手

怎么办.

每一句再见

割一道伤口

Tuesday, July 28

Familar Stranger

就算牵的不是我的手，

那又怎样。

不知道还在伤心什么，

只明白，

过去的事永远都不会回来。

你说未来的事就由命运来决定，

我的天空几时才会放晴。

我对你的视线越来越模糊，

原来我是你最熟悉的陌生人。

我们绕了这么一圈才遇到,

我比谁都更明白你的重要.

还是放不下..

Monday, July 27

awfullychocolate

awfullychocolateisawfullynice.

&imsolookingforwardtothissunday'sdinner.

probablythisisthebestthingeverhappenedtome,

thedinner!

假装没事了
有些爱只给到这真的懂了
怎麽了，你累了，说好的，幸福？
我懂了.不说了.爱淡了.梦远了
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻，我都还记得
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着，要怎么停

I brave up my courage,
& read the note you gave.
I digged up all things regarding you.
Tormented.
I thought I could handle this,
after so long,
I began to realise,
I'm just advoiding this sensitive issue.
If only...

Thursday, July 23

Drag Queen?

I LAUGH MY TEETH OUT WHILE WATCHING HIM/HER.

Wednesday, July 22

Solar Eclipse

I'm totally blown off this morning when I'm

watching the Eclipse on teevee.

I'm looking so forward to this morning's eclipse

till that I dreamt of one, scary one.

It happened like the whole sky turned purplish with thick fogs.

& then my sissi, Miru, Muji & me locked in my own room.

Then the eclipse starts, & out from no where,

whole bunch of bats flew past.

They flew outside my block &

threaten to break the window.

& SUDDENLY,

my phone rang at 6:35AM.

My teacher called & remind me to go school at 9AM.

Bravo.

So I woke up again at 8:30 again,

in the end also late for school. cheyy.

So I waited in front of my teevee for the

live telecast from China.

I waited till 9:30 alright?!

There explain why I'm late for school.

The eclipse was damn awesome lah!

Some rich kias paid for an air ticket to fly on air

to watch the eclipse okay?!

$1,600 per ticket,

you pay me luh,

I'll tell you my dream then.

Argh, I feel like drinking chicken soup. =/

Old Friends Gathering

Finally, met up with Cyn/Hui Min/ Szu Hui/ Se Hao

after soooo long.

Did saw Szu, Cyn & Se Mao here and there,

but seldom have gathering like this.

We must meet up more!

I've load of things to share still leh.

Dine in at Astons which was really cheap however

the food there was rather disappointing.

$6.50 only, what do you expect?!

Tsk.

Talk cock in StarBucks aftermath.

& Starbucks now having this Coffee Jelly kind of drink!

It taste bitter when you sip the first mouth,

but after that,

its kinda weird/nice combination.

ahahah, I don't like it thou.

Listening to Fm 933 now,

& auntie lucy is talking.

:D Damn funny!

Okay, being random here.

No pictures thou,

forget to bring camera. :(

Nights all!

I must must must wake up early tomorrow morning

to watch the SOLAR ECLIPSE!

COOL SHIT!!!!!

Monday, July 20

失落沙洲

我不是一定要你回來

只是當又一個人看海

回頭才發現你不在

留下我迂迴的徘徊

我不是一定要你回來

只是當又把回憶翻開

除了你之外的空白

還有誰能來教我愛

Sunday, July 19

Gah?!

If you're tired of your job, what about these?

Probably in future, KFC should do this.

EEEEEWWW =/

Idk wtf they're doing.

I don't wanna know too.

WTH

He must be praying there wouldn't be any lightning.

I feel sorry for the elephant.

Saturday, July 18

Random random one

Some random updates for the past few days.

Finally, with the help from E's dad,

we manage to deliver back the food samples,

& we went all the way to Pasir Ris Farmway.

zzz

Aftermath, dine in at Kim's restaurant with Kelly.

The food there were yummylicious!

& their pricing is reasonable,

quality & quantity are just superb too!

Okay, the stingray is rather disappointing.

The sambal aint hawt.

You saw that?!

I've never seen a mussel that big luh.

The meat just protrude out from the shell.

-_-

16/17 July 2009

So on this day,

it was birthday for quite a number of my friends.

So I wanna say,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,

Gladys

Siree

Ah Huat

Syamil

Marcus

I went to watch HBP with my dearest cuzzy thanks

to my auntie who got the free ticket,

& I could just say that,

the ending sucks.

I wanna see more of the action scenes!

Actually, previous HP's movie,

there were quite a number of action scenes.

However, I see none in HBP!

Did you-know-who appear?

Gah, I think my memory is fading.

On another side, I think that Ron is cute!

& why Harry is with Ginny?!?!?!

Luckily that I didnt pay for the movie,

its not worth it!

Kaozxc.

:)

If you smile

Through your fear and sorrow

Smile and maybe tomorrow

You'll find that life is still worthwhile

If you just smile...

That's the time you must keep on trying

Smile, what's the use of crying

You'll find that life is still worthwhile

Wednesday, July 15

Expecto Patronum

Expecto Patronum !

Expecto Patronum (Patronus Charm)

Description: Conjures an incarnation of the caster's innermost positive feelings, such as joy, hope, or the desire to survive, known as a Patronus. A Patronus is conjured as a protector, and is a weapon rather than a predator of souls: Patronuses shield their conjurors from Dementors, and can even drive them away. A Patronus "cannot feel despair, as real humans can, so Dementors can't hurt it."[16] The conjured Patronus protects the witch or wizard that summoned it, obeys his or her commands, and fades away shortly after it is no longer required. When conjured, a Patronus appears silvery, ethereal, and semi-transparent. Improperly formed Patronuses range from momentary formless bursts of silvery mist, to poorly-defined forms which are easily defeated or quickly dissipate on their own. A full-fledged (or corporeal) Patronus takes on a fixed animal form that is often significant to the witch or wizard casting the charm. Patronuses summoned by a particular person have been known to change, although this has only been observed in the books in cases of unrequited love, such as Tonks' and Snape's respective Patronuses. In these cases, the new Patronus takes on the form of an animal associated with the love interest. Rowling has said in online interviews that Snape was the only Death Eater to be able to produce a Patronus. According to her this is 'because a Patronus is used against things that the Death Eaters generally generate, or fight alongside.

Okay, I know you wouldnt read everything above.

I'm just getting very hype up by Harry Potter

as I'm gonna catch it tomorrow!

With my cuzzy. -_-

I've got free tickets from SAF,

auntie gave to me.

Hooooray!

Irrelevant Crap

Flower accepts withering

Wind accepts searching

There are still some alright injuries in the heart

I accept your decision

Who will hold you tight

What song will you sing to make her happy

I wonder when the sky will turn sunny

Earth never stops for anyone

How happy your are tomorrow has nothing to do with me

Our love is a song half sung

Time changes the habit

Heals the wound

And cancels my qualification to think of you

Tuesday, July 14

19 years ago

My dearest sister on the Right, & I'm on the Left.

& yea, you wouldnt deny that I'm really cute!

Tormented

最怕空氣突然安靜

最怕朋友突然的關心

最怕回憶

突然翻滾絞痛著不平息

最怕突然

聽到你的消息

想念如果會有聲音

不願那是悲傷的哭泣

事到如今

終於讓自己屬於我自己

只剩眼淚

還騙不過自己

我們像一首最美麗的歌曲

變成兩部悲傷的電影

為什麼你

帶我走過最難忘的旅行

然後留下

最痛的紀念品

白狗s’ 记

Sunday, July 12

Extrication

可惜不是你
陪我到最後
曾一起走卻走失那路口
感謝那是你　
牽過我的手
還能感受那溫柔

i couldn't run out from you at all.
despite how hard i've tried,
i failed.
this doesn't mean that i cant live without you.
i only hate myself for landing in this fucking situation.
i deserve it, seriously.
i should have let you go earlier,
before you fail me.
life's like this.
who can i blame?
i bet you're having the greatest time in your life now.
while i'm still struggling to get up,
by myself.
thank you.