Heart attack?

Slept at 4, woke up at 845 by Y.
Yea, we're gonna be late for church.
However, we still make it, slightly off time.
A lot of things went through my mind while I'm in church.
Was thinking that, will i really be committed again in this new church?
Or will i be the same as previous?
I'll let my heavenly papa do the work.
& yea, knowledge is power.
I must study hard!

Something terrible happened while i was on my way home.
Out of a sudden, i just felt my heart is like suffocating, very heavy.
Chest feeling tight all the way up my throat.
Breathing slow & steady.
I slow down my pace & text G that I'm gonna die.
-_-
I walked slower & slower,
i thought i would faint or something.
Called bei but no answer!
Make my way home with my chest still getting tighter.
Finally bei called me back,
saw Miru running to the gate,
& the tightness is gone.
Told daddy about it & everybody insisted that i should go for a checkup.
I'm okay to accept the fact that I've problem with my heart or what.
BUT,
i don't fucking dare to take injections lahhhhhh.
They confirm need to take my blood luh.
:(

I've decided!
For my own life stake,
I wouldn't eat all junk food.
I wouldn't eat supper.
I wouldn't eat meat.
I wanna be a vegetarian!
:D

My life,
is Your song.
To You my heart belong.
Let all earthly crowns,
fade in the shadow of the Cross.
My life,
is Your song.
I'll sing for You alone.
Nothing in this world,
could take me away from You,
our love goes on and on.