Sunday, September 7

Having BFD paper tomorrow.
Studied the seven most important
chapters.
Gayboy said that is important,
but dont know how true lah.
Maybe i had been studying
for the past few days,
so i dont feel like studying
at all today.
I know this isnt good,
but do you really understand?
In your mind, you only have your games,
your leisure activities, your own time.
I want your accompany,
your attention,
your time.
None.
I'm the one, sending one after another SMSes
all day long.
Did you realised that?
I dont like the way i'm being treated.
Not at all.
I felt so outcast by you,
i felt treated so childishly.
Saying things that purposely anger you
which is not needed.
You too, treating me back the same way.
Things that you do, i may think is wrong,
but you think is absolutely alright.
Then i must go in your way,
cause if i ask too much,
you'll get irritated.
Or maybe i should
do my own things,
& shouldnt bother you.
Only if you miss me,
then come & talk to me.
I'm so restless now.
I want you to talk to me,
but i know you wouldnt,
unless i find you first.

Okay, enough of puking my
irritating ventings &
whatever you call it.
I DONT FEEL LIKE STUDYING STILL!

I still feel the giddyness,
ulcers in my mouth,
feverish,
& i have nose bleeding!
:)

Ni-nehneh.

Bye.