I'm always not satisfy with your reason& explaination,
my fault.

I'm always repeating the same old qns cause to get
the answer i want, from you,
my fault.

I did not eat my medicine yet complaining to you that i'm sick,
you told me that " You're asking for it."
my fault.

Just want you to coax& pamper me a lil',
im throwing abit of tantrum,
my fault.

You're feeling bored of school yet did not sms me,
for the day
i grumble about it ,
my fault.

You're tired of explaining things to me,
my fault.

I'm angry about something but i did not say it nicely,
my fault.

I'm always making minor things into big ones,
you're finding it hard being with me,
my fault.

You think that is minor to you,
but its major to me.
Cause you're someone important to me.
Whatever small lil' things or words you said,
will be hurting me badly.

Here im trying to let you know that im just
upset cause you din sms me the whole day,
& your reasons was, you're sian,
you're busy talking to your friends, rushing your lunch,
going back to class, you're studying.

Been looking at my hp every now & then,
so that i wouldnt miss out your sms
& reply you late.
No sms from you.
So i sms-ed you first, asking hows ya? Doing what?
You said that you did sms me, but isnt that that you should do?
You're just replying my sms, not taking initiative to sms me first.
I really cant believe it that you're saying those things
above as your reasons.
How ridiculous.
You're making me felt that im not in your mind always.
That you actually forgot about me.
Thats why im asking & asking for the satisfy answer,
maybe just to make myself feeling better,
make myself to think that im as important,
just that theres some other reasons more important,
that you actually forgot about me.


I'm feeling sick. Flu, feverish, sorethroat.
I hate to be sick, cause i'll not be my usual self.
I'll tend to have moodswing?
Or maybe im really asking for it myself.
Gosh, this sentence have been revolving in my mind,
since 5:30pm.

Have been laughing alot today,
with Joleen, Kelly, Yanwei.
Lessons was very packed & alot of things to learn.
My nose have been irritating me the whole day,
even till NOW.
Flu, please go away soon.

My new maid arrived today.
Both my parents doesnt have time to tc of granny,
so no choice, but to re-hire a maid again.
Shes okay so far, iron-ed the clothes, wash plates, etc.
Granny was discharged today too,
& surprisingly, she din take a puff eversince afternoon.
Well, maybe she know that her health condition aint great.
My house smells fresher anyway, no longer like Genting.

I cant sleep tonight i guess.
I'm thinking of you,
but i think you doesnt wanna
talk to me too.

Am i really in wrong?
Terrible girlfriend?
A girl who doesnt know how to
spare a thought for you?
Doubts.
Give me the answers...